Struggle!

It seemss i have come at a wrong place at wrong time......i am struggling very much to adjust with the world around me.....i am trying hard to mingle with ppl around me....i am forcing myself to do, which is required to do to be part of this materialistic world and the peopl, who have mask on their face.......not one, many's....whereever and whenever the needs, they change it shamelessly, and here i am who is lost to find his identity, but soon i will be part of the selfish ppl, soon i will do everything using my mind and supress my heart and keep it locked under seven boxes.